Things have gotten a little awkward between Scoutmaster Wheeler and me ever since the night I took my pledge. Which, as it happens, was also the night he took my virginity! The experience was pretty intense, for both of us I suppose, but we haven’t been able to talk about it. There’s always been someone around. I may also have been coming across as a bit cold. If I’m honest, the whole incident made me feel a bit confused. Being fucked for the first time, and by my scoutmaster, no less, is a pretty big thing to come to terms with! I knew I should focus on scouting, learning and having fun and enjoying being outdoors. So I tried my best to put it all to the back of my mind. But, of course, the more I tried not to think about it, the more it had a hold of me… and the more I thought about it, the more I wanted it again...